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ღ X.Wong <3 X.Lian ღ
ღ X.Wong <3 X.Lian ღ






Friday, September 24, 2010 ,
11:26 PM

Today 24th~ A few day more will be is me and baby derhx 1st month unnivesery...
This few day is shag die for me.. $2000 from now to 18th december.. Have phone bill need to pay, smoke, eat, go pub.. wth.. i scare sia.. scare not enough to find my lovest and cuttest baby.. Hais.. All i wish is that everyday at least baby can concentrate wif me on phone just a 30 min will be enough.. Yeah i know baby everyday work 12 hour will be very tired.. but if cannot talk very late at least euu can miss call me say euu now free right? why must wait till 10 then i call euu then say euu free.. I anytime also can talk wann.. just that i thought euu no time wad.. Hais.. Euu tired i also tired wad... When eu told me euu were going to no money, and how i wish that i can send many many to euu and spent.. How i wish euu can don work and euu wont so tired.. so euu will care me more like the time euu at singapore.. Hais.. Euu can spent money to call back singapore just to settle taiji~ But when i msg euu, your reply to me is just reply very expensive ahh~, anything call me okay? For euu is nth, for me is just a very normal frenz answering.. Baby, i not blaming euu, is just that i also wann euu to be care me more a little bit.. Hais.. I miss euu i love euu i need euu i wann euu is more than euu know, more then euu understad baby.. Now we finally break record.. 1 day 1 call, 10 sec done our calling.. I don know wann to laugh or wann to cry, seriously.... Sometime i have thing to tell euu, share wif euu, just like a normal couple.. But once euu pick up my phone call,and talk to me in 5 sec the pattern, already have a word inside my heart.. " Baby today is going to tell me she is tired, she will miss call me once she is free, and she going to sleep and answer me back she love me too..." This is hurt man even thought i know baby is really very tired and she love me too.. Yeah.. I just wann to be a normal person just like a normal guy is happily wif his gf even thought they is being a very far part.. *SIGH*
Today is just stress wif my worker about money, i think going to find another job as a midnight job, so that have enough time to earn $2000.. And today go home late so baby wait till i call her then, yeah~ same topic, baby tired, go sleep bah, tmr then chat, bye, goodnight love euu, love euu too.. Then next day, same, wait for baby derhx miss call for whole afternoon, then no call.. then night go home, wait for 10, then call baby, then she will tell me she tired, talk without 15 min, okay~ good night baby, i going to sleep, today many thing to do.. tired.. night, love euu, love euu 2.. kup.. Agn and agn derhx thi9ng happen.. i wondering baby will care me like how she care her best frenz anot..

anw night bah..


Saturday, September 18, 2010 ,
9:42 PM

Yesterday Is just a bored life..
Wait for so long then finally can call baby and chat, But becoz she work so long and tired, so we only talk about 43 mins and hang up..Hais..

Today morning 9.30 need to wake up.. But don know why keeo wake up after 7... Sleep for 10 min then wake up.. Hais.. Just too shag bah.. Then like this continue till 9.30 then wake up brush and go work.. I wann to call baby, but i scare i wake her up becoz today she say she don wann to go work.. And so she can sleep till the time that she wann.. Now use comp, nothing to do already.. Hais.. Afternoon i jio my 6 brother and jun siaokia said 30th sep go and eat steamboat and go pub and drink.. Joker ask why 30th, is just a funny question for me.. so i answer a funny ans to him: coz 30th i don wish like to be alone.. LOL.. Laugh die other ppl.. But.....................

Anw post till here bah..
I miss euu baby~
I really miss euu..
I is shouting your name in my heart now!!!
Can euu hear me!!

Love
30.08.2010


Friday, September 17, 2010 ,
2:34 PM

Now I at work here using my boss laptop and posting.. HaHa.. He went for doctor and so i can use his laptop awhile larhx.. But i had for his permission larhx.. HaHa..

just now on the way to work i had call my baby.. heHe she sick okay lerhx.. This is wad i no need so worry about her lerhx.. Hmm and also she had give me a sense that call me to go her blog and see.. HaHa then i had go see just now, however is short but is very sweet already.. :)
I had think through many many thing these few days.. I had told myself, I had finally found the girl that when i talk wif her, becoz of my anxious i forget wad i wann to talk to her when i have many thing to tell her.. I had found the girl that i would like to spent everything or do anything for her just to let her to happy.. She the only girl that i die die also wann to do my promise to her.. Yeah.. I wont give up on her.. I also wont love her forever, But if my love for her was stop, It will be the day i die.. She just my target and everything now.. I Don wish to see my baby sad or angry, if have someone to let my baby angry or sad, means the ppl is testing me.. LOL..

ANW going back to work..
I love my baby mickey x.lian much more than euu know..
I miss my baby mickey x.lian much worst then euu know..

BaBy, Iloveyou...
30'08'2010


Wednesday, September 15, 2010 ,
9:23 PM

Yeah 2 day no post lerhx.. Becoz is just nothing much in my life when mu baby is not beside my side, No fun, No Interesting on anything, No happy or no laugh too~ Hais..

Anw yeah, Finally i talk to baby last 2 day she was not busy~ :) But as i also know, she everyday thailand 8.30 to 11.30 was watching movie or wadever shit.. Yeah.. Happy when can i chatting wif my baby but also sad that she was sick today! Her sound is so weak, And heart pain coz i cannot take care of her, and when the time she need someone to take care, i cannot be the person~ Hais.. Baby i feel is just so useless to be a bf.. Hmm and this 2 day blah blah blah nothing much else.. And now just sian and post.. Also don knw wad is my baby is doing now~ I miss her to the max! Love her to the most! Want her to life! Baby, i miss euu wor~ :)

Post till here bah~
Yeah.. Goodnight all..

Love my mickey alot alot!
30.08.2010!!


Sunday, September 12, 2010 ,
10:19 PM

Hey~ Today wake up and is so miss baby and call her.. She is wake up by me and so sorry baby~ Sorry sorry for wake euu up baby.. T.T

These few day i have think enough, many ppl have many wish.. one ppl can have only a wish.. But i just have many many wish i wann to go through~ Have very diff or have very easy.. Life is always make us so complicated, make us is so confuse.. I just only wann when i happy, i could share wif her, when i was angry, i can hear the voice to chill me up.. When i talking on phone wif her, she will listen wad am i talking about.. How i hard for work, i heard till she told me don be work till too tired.. Is just a simple word for me, i will very very happy, i will be no more tired in my mind.. I will chiong for her.. Is just sometime i quite tired.. Idk wad am i tired too~ Maybe is just i miss her too much, make is feel i'm was so lonely in singapore~ Why heaven must make us leave apart? Why? i sometime wondering Did i do something wrong? when i just play play, i had hurt someone that care for me.. But when i really totally love in a girl, have nth to hide to her, and heaven need to treat me like this? Hais.. someone told me life is just like that.. Cannot blame who..
Yeah this few day i have keep keep keep save as much money as i can~ But is always still have many thing need i go to settle.. I just save $300, and have 150 thing to setle immediatly..
Hais.. Who can help me uhh? Don know later call bii can talk wif her without movie/noisy/cousin anot.. Idk.. Just feel selfish.. Yeah i know baby is bored and need to watch movie.. I know she had give me alot of thing.. T.T Actually idk wad i'm talking or writing now.. HaHa~! Is just quite tired today, the customer just keep on coming.. Make me today afternoon cannot talking wif bii.. Shag.. Yeah post till here bah..
Oh ya..

Baby, I love euu, really i love euu very much.. Is much much more than anything..
30'08'2010


Saturday, September 11, 2010 ,
11:03 PM

Sorry baby that ytd i forgot to post~
Today wake up and straight call my baby, becoz i need to heard her voice and i will have anergy to work~! Then reach work place and buy thing to eat then smoke.. Today is so bored and keep do my work 'tektik'.. HeHe then today earn alot.. And call my baby discuss wif going thailand need how much money~
Hmm and call joker and discuss also and keep drink redbull.. Chiong for 3 bottle.. :) Is so nice to drink after i learn to drink.. And end work and call my baby but talk not long time then her aunty call her.. Then later going to chit chat wif my lovest baby lerhx~! HeHe~! Is always wish time time come faster and go slower~ :(
I have miss my baby badly and baadlly~ awww~
Just now also discuss wif my father about i go thailand and find my baby~ His meaning is allow but need something to let him 'fang xing' that i'm safe at there~ So i need to do something on it~!JYJY~!
I going to save many many money asap~! No time for me to go out, to buy extra thing, to spent for other thing~ I wann to let my baby be the most happy girl in this world~!

Baby~ If euu see this, i just wanna to tell euu a very simple and very touch thing~
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Euu are my only one and i'm your only one~Iloveyou~


Thursday, September 9, 2010 ,
11:15 PM

Today wake up by my mother, almost sleep back at 6.00.. Then change and go to school.. Wake up msg my baby.. Then reach school wait for alex at bus stop then we have a stick of smoke then go in school.. Go in class awhile and request teacher for go have breakfast..
Then after that i is so tired don know why then sleeping at class lesson.. About 12 like that we go off school liao.. Then me, alexter, alson go tempines meet my gan nuerr, then slack at tempines awhile go eat like that then i take mrt home to batok and alex going home and change.. Then i reach home and meet wilfred at westmall then we go eat and go arched play awhile and meet alexter at westmall.. Then after that we go CSC and play pool and msging wif my small little cuttie lovest baby, and heard that wad her father told her, then i suddenly is so shag.. Fucking cry infront of Joycelyn~!!!
Hais i wonder why when i find a girl that i have really wish i can live wif her forever and have such a pity life to us... why so kan koor~! Then i go smoking area and keep smoke smoke smoke.. Then go buy a redbull, becoz my baby would like to drink redbull, so i must learn to like to drink too~! Hais and me and alex at there plan how i going to do if my baby december haven come back to singapore.. Rather i december go find her or after she b'day 18 years old and i beg my parent to sign the garrenty paper that i engage wif my baby, or i wait for 3 year and when i 21 years old i straight marry my baby~! I have plan now and i going to do it now~! I wann to have 10,000 minimum to engage wif my baby~ Or more then that~!
Baby, euu must wait for me hor~! Euu must always support me by my side okay? I will chiong for work once i got time.. I wann to prove to euu that your godmother is wrong, prove to those ppl that don comfirm our relationship those ppl~! I will love lickey lim maye qi~! Not a day, not a week, not a year.. Is a life~ Baby.. Will euu marry to me? Will euu? I promise, i will let euu happiness.. Once we engage, NOTHING will make us brk apart anymore.. NOTHING~
Baby, Euu have the key~! Euu have the key of my heart~ Only euu have it~! Don be silly, don be silly that i will change my love for euu, don be silly that think i will fail my promises~ Don be silly that euu scare that euu will lose me, becoz i is the one who scare that i will lose euu~!

Baby, must remember.. When ever euu cry,afraid,sad,angry,happy,emo,lonely.. There is always have a stupid idiot guy at your another side to wait for euu to tell him your everything.. He will be listen to euu.. He will be your side forever when ever euu need him..

Baby.. Even thought we only stead 12 day till now, but my love for euu not only 12 days.. My love for euu will be more then millions times~

I love euu my silly stupid cuttie lovely baby~!
Mickey Lim Maye Qi, Euu is belongs to me~!~!~!
Muuuaaaacckkkkkksss~!!!
LoveDieYou~!~!~!